31 July 2012
Skin to bone, steel to rust
Ash to ashes dust to dust
Let tomorrow have its way
With the promises we made...
Hard work, work...
Then spend some quality time with my brother. Had a small dinner and then went to see DIF-AIK U21 team (6-1).
Now planning for next WLTD project, getting people and fixing places to film on.
30 July 2012
Weep not for roads untraveled
Weep not for paths left alone
'Cause beyond every bend
Is a long blinding end
It's the worst kind of pain
I've known...
Great day...
Been working at first. Then i met up with Amanda in the city and went to Dark Side Ink...
Satisfied and a bit sore I walked around in the city before meeting up with Anna and had a nice dinner at Rice before ending the evening with a nice walk trough Humlegården.
29 July 2012
Coz I am fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free...
Sitting on the bus on my way home from the first rehearsal with Maria for WLTD's new dance project. Feels great to have kick started it.
So what else have been up this weekend?
Friday, I got a "update" on my haircut and then met up with my brother for some playtime with Nike. Gonna post a short film from it soon. 
Later on the night Patricia came from Örebro to spend the weekend with me. Had a nice time hanging out, nice lunch, great dinner and some frisbee and acrobatics in the park. Also had a "hard" workout.
Today I just been hanging out at Malin and Niklas place and then rehearsal for some hours.
Some pics from the weekend:
29 July 2012
I remember us now
but I forgot what we felt like
somewhere along the way...
Sitting counting eights and talking to the video photographer, waiting for Maria...
28 July 2012
I was committing myself to them and everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me...
This weekend is just flying by, been working out and hanging out...
Now I'm sitting waiting for dinner in Norrtälje. Gonna write more tomorrow night when I also have (probably) started rehearsing for a little thing.
These pics will sum up my weekend so far...
27 july 2012
Before I went to bed I had to much energy in my legs so I hopped on our exercise bike and killed my thighs with high resistance and high speed. Then went out to the stairs with 1,25kg weights on each ankle and jumped 4 * 3 floors with both feet at the same time, 4 steps at the time = 54 Jumps on 207 steps. After I did some plank on my pilates ball 3 * 45 sec... Just to keep my core! 
Now I'm on the bus heading for the gym to make me stronger, I'm not building
dimensionally but build my muscles stronger to spare from injuries and be able to dance more and longer hours without feeling tired.
26 July 2012
You were standing in the wake of devastation
And you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
And with the cataclysm raining down
Insides crying "Save me now"
You were there, impossibly alone...
Today I've been painting like crazy, went well. Almost done with the first room out of 5.
After, I hurried to pick up my new camera tripod before going to fika with Therese.
Now I'm gonna try to get everything fixed so I can start editing, runned in to a small bump on the road but I hope that will be fixed soon.
26 July 2012
25 July 2012
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say...
Started the day with some gym and it went great...
After, off to work and I got some nice company... especially at lunch.
Ended my day with a barbecue at Camillas place.
25 July 2012
24 July 2012
In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done...
Working today and after I picked up my gift from me to me...
Just eaten some great goulash soup with bread and creme fraiche. And gonna end this evening with some strech and core strenght.
24 July 2012
We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you...
Got of to a great start this morning. 10km on the exercise bike and now of to work. Later on I will pick up my new laptop i bought for Münich and to edit dance videos.
23 July 2012
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Fuck no!
Had some smaller weights on my ankles today on my way to work, just to get something out of the short walk from to and from the bus. After I spent 1,5h at the gym and got time to borrow their studio to practice some kicks and jumps. Felt good to be "dancing"...
Now, early sleep, right after some anatomy studying and some relaxing bed of nails.
22 July 2012
No pleasure cruise
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race
And I ain't gonna lose...
This last week I've started training again for real after Wira-spelen...
Been going good starting off and now I'm starting for real this week, ended this week with a hard at home work out.
some weights on wrists and ankles before the run...
22 July 2012
When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can’t forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can but
I can’t pretend this is the way it’ll stay I’m just
Trying to bend the truth
I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be, so I’m
Lying my way from you...
Been training and hanging out with friends last couple of days. Been great not doing much.
Yesterday we were out at Hagaparken and having a birthday fika for my sister who's turning 26 today, big congrats to her.
Today I'm gonna train at home for a while and study some anatomy.
18 July 2012
You're watching me rebel
believing stories only hearts can tell
but when is it enough?
when do I call my feelings on their bluff...
Worst blog period ever. Working, training and live everywhere without a computer.
Last week:
Wettan, Olof, Clara, Tennis, Camilla, gym, family dinner, barbeque, long walks, working, studying and so much more...
10 July 2012
10 July 2012
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful, oh
They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you...
Wira-spelen is sadly over but I will keep on riding and now I can finally start training and stretching more.
Gonna post more pictures from Wira-spelen when i fixed my computer till then you'll have to endure my boring posts.
Yesterday I spent at Kamillas horses with Thomas and Jaquline and later on went to Kamillas place for a barbuque with them, Therese and Madde.
some pics from my phone...
6 July 2012
5 July 2012
Here are some pics from last couple of days, friends, Wira, riding and more...
1 July 2012
Follow me home
Through the, the maze and on
I'll show you the road
That I led you the wrong way on...
Crazy performance... so many things went wrong but not so much for the audience to notice but we, upon the stage, we knew alright haha...
- Falling from the carriage in speed and land on one leg
- Blacksmith getting stamped on by one horse
- I played a different horsemen today aswell and had to "fight"
- One blacksmith got thrown away by a horse held.
- While holding my rapier in one hand and the other hand steered my horse, my horsie, Friskus, started to freak out.
you can kinda see my red hair sticking up from the carriage...
Tomorrow, moving some clothes to Nacka where I'm staying for a month...
1 July 2012
1 July 2012
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you and I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I’ve held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind afraid to say what I need to say...
Great premiere yesterday. It was just amazing, even though I couldn't get my lines right as last minute understudy for second lieutenant, atleast, I got out my message.
Lovely to ride in with 5 horsemen and say one of my cool lines:
"Vi rider för Arboga vapensmedja med kungens och landshövdingens välvilja och beskydd"
Translation:
"We ride for Arboga weapon smithy with the king and the governor's benevolence and patronage"
The premiere party was much fun and the girls who takes care of the horses sang beautifully and had included me in one of their songs. After that the blacksmiths had a little song. After the dinner and drinks we just sat chatting through the night. Fall asleep in Therese car and had to throng/cuddle with her, Madde and Charlotte. Kinda longed for my bed in that moment.
practicing without uniform...
second lieutenant in the lead...
drunk and trying to catch the carriage in speed...
