30 June 2012
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need you to go...
I'm on such a great mood! Now I feel more comfortable with my lines for tonight's Premiere of Wira-spelen. And in this Wira hype and all the fun around it I got the video from when WLTD was in Sthlm and performed I Speak Dance. I just finished edited it and tomorrow it will be released on youtube. Help share and spread dance...
best Friskus, that's my Wira horse...

Now I'm of to Wira for some last minutes adjustments with my fellow horseman.
29 June 2012
We held our breath when the clouds began to form
But you were lost in the beating of the storm
And in the end we were made to be apart
In separate chambers of the human heart...
Home after a long day. Helped Therese with some falling technique before Wira-spelen today.
The dress rehearsal kinda went as it should. I'm satisfied, but tomorrow I will kick it for real. Also I have some lines tomorrow filling in for another horseman. Fun, just learnt the lines. Premiere tomorrow. Don't miss!!!!
a blacksmiths hand...

my hair can't be red...

Malin and Niklas was there...

28 June 2012
Honest to God I'll break your heart
Tear you to pieces and rip you apart...
Tomorrow is our dress rehearsal for Wira-spelen. Gonna be great this year!
So if yo want to see me drunk on a carriage driven by a horse, as a blacksmith and a military horseman. Come see Wira-spelen 31 June - 8 July (excluded 2.e)
Now sleep...

Now sleep...
26 June 2012
Skinned her alive, ripped her apart
Scattered her ashes, buried her heart
Rise up above it, high up above it and see...
This day has been nice and exhausting, this is my day in short...
- Work
- Fika with brother
- Long walk with Nike and brother
- Rehearsal at wira
- I'm now also a horseman in Wira-spelen wich means a lot of riding in Wira. Hard but soo much fun.

25 June 2012
No matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave
No matter how many breaths that you took, you still couldn't breathe
No matter how many nights that you lie wide awake to the sound of poison rain
Where did you go?
Yesterday I spent in Norrtälje with Malin, Niklas and my parents, some dinner and frisbee. Then I was at Sofia in Nacka watching football and having pizza.
It's 00:00 and I just got home from Wira rehearsal. I'm cold, wet and tired but it went great. Maybe not the best for my coughing but what to do? Had an exiting talk at the rehearsal but... will not say more till it's 100%
the band is starting to get installed...
this is how tired I am after rehearsal...
23 June 2012
Il fut un temps où rien n'était éteint
Où seul l'or de mon coeur donnait l'heure
Et alors j'étais fort, mais j'ai perdu la fleur et l'innocence
Dans ce décor je me sens perdu, rien n'a plus de sens...
So, midsummer is over... it's seems like the weather is retells how everybody is feeling today, am I right?
The day before midsummer I was out and throwed some frisbee with my father.
On midsummers morning my father and me was the only ones in our family who followed tradition and went picking flower for the maypole in Wira, followed by, as usual, a bath and then some ice-cream, it sucked I couldn't take bath but I want to be fully recovered for rehearsals and premier. So the day was spent home relaxing and Scrubs marathon.
More rest today and gonna open some anatomy books and learn, learn learn...
Win tickets to Wira-spelen dress rehearsal
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Friday the 29th June in Wira bruka on Isacs äng 19:00.
More infor about the show:
20 June 2012
I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her,
From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot
He pleased and pleased her...
Great day, I was with Beata and had ice-cream in a park near Kungsträdgården, after that we had dinner att Bee's, how I've waited to eat there, oh my god! It's so good, the pad thai, hands down the best in Sweden.
Took my bag and went to the last rehearsal before midsummer. Went great and I got an unexpected beat down on stage. Hahaha! always fun when you think you´re not going 100% but youre co-star is. Still love you Mia.
20 June 2012
Dragonfly, kiss your tail
Precious robot, built so frail
Universe of milk and ember
Your hot kiss in mid-December...
Spent yesterday with my
brother, Sandra, Nikeand
grandma... Nice and relaxed day with a lot of fun even though I felt sick.




Got stuck in traffic on my way to Wira-spelen rehearsal. Missed the first hour but we did my scene directly when I arrived so that was nice.
You can't miss this years
Wira-spelen.. There are som great new names and still the best names are still here. Wonderful actors and much love on the stage even tough it's almost two weeks left to go.
Joakim Gräns
Robert Noack
Donald Högberg
Göran Engman
Kristoffer Berglund
Look them up and see what they have done... This year is going to be amazing!
19 June 2012
Don't miss...
18 June 2012
In a dream I was a werewolf
My soul was filled with crystal light
Lavender ribbons of rain song
Riding my heart of mortal fight...
Lunch and hang out with
Anna...

First
Wira-spelen rehearsal this year...


End this day at Annas place with a nice dinner...
17 June 2012
They call her smokey taboo
I got your name tattooed
High like a helium balloon
Midnight to noon...
I'm sick, fuck! Hate this shit!
Last day of the course today and directly after home to pack the car... the car was to small. Had to leave some stuff behind and sit like a... something toiete...
slides smoothly out of the car...
Now in Sthlm... tomorrow... sleep! Then first Wira-spelen rehearsal.
17 June 2012
All those beautiful boys
Pimps and queens and criminal queers
All those beautiful boys
Tattoos of ships and tattoos of tears...
16 June 2012
I'm a shake you off though
Get up on that horse and
Ride into the sunset
Look back with no remorse...
Okay it's f**king 1 a.m... I'm packing like crazy, don't know how to get it all in to one car but we'll manage. Have to be in school in 8 hours for my last course at Hälsoteket, CPR course. Fixed my last practical exam today, wopie for me!
pre-exam lunch and coffe...
After the course I met up Suss for a nice goodbye/seeyousoon-coffe and ice-cream at the water next to Göteborgs Operan. See you in Sthlm and Münich gorgeous...
Was supposed to met up with my parents at Liseberg after to pack but there was Malin and Niklas. Great suprise! So we had some dinner and watch some TV.
Great day, but starting to feel sick, it have to wait till Wednesday after the last Wira-spelen rehearsal and I have a couple of days off.
So tomorrow... Stockholm! YES!
Oh yeah! Got some fun news about my dance summer. Have to tell you more about that when I've landed at my parents place.
15 Juni 2012
My home is where my dance laundry is...
My last dansforum class was just wonderful. Shitload of people and the level was kinda advanced and people from PAS, BA and other places where there. Wonderful and Sweaty.
Felt wonderful and sad in the same way.
After, me, Noemi, Jakub and Kersti went out for dinner on Cicero. Not a goodbye dinner but a "Seeyousoon"-dinner...Nice to be with them outside the dance studio.
that's what they think of me leaving, or was it something else?...
After some chill with Sara...
art?...

Today I had my last school practice at Hälsoteket and tomorrow is the last exam. Will be nice to have it done.
Now some non-alcoholic beer, chips and football. Then, pack a bit.
14 June 2012
And we write with ink that stains our hands
And we learn from the things that we can't understand
See on my lefthand two silver rings entwine
If you give me your love through dance then I'll give you mine...
And we write with ink that stains our hands
And we learn from the things that we can't understand
See on my lefthand two silver rings entwine
If you give me your love through dance then I'll give you mine...
photo: Adam Linnér
Yesterday Simon spanked me in contemporary dance, haha! Felt wonderful to get challenged and learn a shitload of new steps. Started with learning some improv techniques then I tried to keep up in some of his choreographies.
After that I did a repeat of yesterdays dinner with some Sara, some salad on the balcony.
Shit! I'm moving in 4 days. That's just plain sick! There's a lot of people I will miss alot. But I'm jumping directly in to rehearsals of
Wira-spelen when I get to Sthlm so I will start missing everybody in some weeks, haha!
Don't miss my last class in GBG tonight
Contemporary all levels
17:30-19:00
@ Dansforum
13 June 2012
Eyes lit
I pawn short breaths
A fawn's dark eyelids
But life's breath like a sun against my head...
Eyes lit
I pawn short breaths
A fawn's dark eyelids
But life's breath like a sun against my head...
Yesterday didn't quite go as planned since Sara made me take the ballet. It was fun and much needed. After I stretched and practiced some floor, then me and Simon had a little modern jam, awesome! He's so good at floorwork and is teaching me a lot.
After, me and Sara bought some salad and had dinner on our balcony.
Started this wednesday with going to the gym then of to dansforum to stretched when Simon called and asked me if I wanted to dance and he wanted to test some choreography on me. Of course, so straight home with the bike and make lunch in an hour and now a bike ride back and meet him.
12 June 2012
But I don't need no alibi - I'm a puppet on a string.
I just need this stage to be seen.
We all need a pantomime to remind us what is real.
Hold my eye and know what it means.
But I don't need no alibi - I'm a puppet on a string.
I just need this stage to be seen.
We all need a pantomime to remind us what is real.
Hold my heart and see that it bleeds...
photo: Adam Linnér
Okay so couldn't find any ghost at Saras place sunday night. Had a great time anyway with some dinner and cartoon.
Went to the gym when I woke up last morning and did my traning schedule witht he small changes my PT made. It killed my back, in a good way, so I was cramping when I was supposed to stretch. Studied and spent some time in the massage chair in dansforums teachers room before I met up with Noemi for a nice sushi dinner.
19:00 I had a contemp class. Was a lot of fun but a slow started class, had to spit out energy to get them going. After a while they loosened up.
Runned from the class home to Linn to see the game Swe-Ukraine and got a nice dinner.
Today, fix some things at the place and study before going to dansforum. I'm gonna practice some improv and finish a choreography.
10 June 2012
Silence,
Stretching out, between, us.
I dream of a presence,
With essence,
And absence of doubt...
Silence
Stretching out, between, us.
I dream of a presence,
With essence,
And absence of doubt...
photo: Adam Linnér
Yes, sold my bed for 5 minutes ago. One thing to check of my moving list...
Yesterday I spent at
Linn's place and had
pizza, beer and watched football.

Today was a practice round and a repeating day at the massage course.
Not much left till I'm done. Well I have to take my anatomy exam in some months so I will not get my diploma in a while but that dosen't make me a terrible masseur. Haha!
Now dinner with Sara then I'm gonna be a ghostbuster.
9 June 2012
I squeezed the life into my brain
Like pushing knives into a vein
I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside...
I squeezed the life into my brain
Like pushing knives into a vein
I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside...
photo: Adam Linnér
Got back from massage course and I'm gonna meet up with Linn and have dinner and just chill...
So tired and tomorrow will be 8 hours of massage and preparing for the practical exam.
People! Don't miss my two last classes at Dansforum, Monday and Thursday. After that I'm moving!
Also this is the last chance to have a massage here in Gothenburg 200kr, then it's congrats Sthlm, I'm gonna massage like crazy the months I'm there.
8 June 2012
Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor as he embraces every inch of you
The woman I adore.
I can't believe the way you're bending
Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more
Begging him for more
Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor as she embraces every inch of you
The man I adore.
I can't believe the way you're bending
Can't believe this neverending moaning asking her for more
Begging her for more...
photo: Adam Linnér
8 June 2012
WeLoveToDance
photo: Adam Linnér
7 June 2012
There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all...
There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all...
2-5 June 2012
While the sun hangs in the sky and the desert has sand
While the waves crash in the sea and meet the land
While there's a wind and the stars and the rainbow
Till the mountains crumble into the plain
We'll keep on tryin'
While the sun hangs in the sky and the desert has sand
While the waves crash in the sea and meet the land
While there's a wind and the stars and the rainbow
Till the mountains crumble into the plain
We'll keep on tryin'...
Want to write so much about the trip with WLTD to Sthlm but it will be to long... I will let some pics do the talking and write about it in different posts depending on what picture I will post.
First a big thank you to my dancers:
Lizette Rönnqvist
Jakub Jílek
Sara Axelsson
Johanna Nordlander
Hanna Webeklint
Also a big thank you to people who made this performance more than I could ask for:
Adam Linnér
Linda Jansdotter
Emilia Johansson
Sarah Egonsson
Emma Bergman
Cathrine Edholm-Huseby
Erling Lundqvist
Ann Lindberg
Nikta Pöschan Chegini
P-J Jansson
Robert Redman
Makeupstudion
My Parents
Now I'm just waiting for pics from our wonderful photographer Adam Linnér and video from Redman. Can't wait to share... For now just pics from rehearsing and backstage:
3 June 2012
The piece is done and rehearsed with every member of WLTD.
It's great and I'm so excited to show it to an audience. So don't miss tomorrow or tuesday 19:00 @ Tibble Teater in Stockholm
Much love to all my dancers... Amazing to you all are here in Stockholm.
I recoemend Tuesday's performance since we'll have three make-up artists there and before the show have a photographer for a shoot of the performance.
Now sleep and up in some hours to go do what I love.
A lot of pics and video's will come up after next weekend.
The piece is done and rehearsed with every member of WLTD.
It's great and I'm so excited to show it to an audience. So don't miss tomorrow or tuesday 19:00 @ Tibble Teater in Stockholm
Much love to all my dancers... Amazing to have you all here in Stockholm.
I recomend Tuesday's performance since we'll have three make-up artists there and before the show have a photographer for a shoot of the performance.
Now sleep and up in some hours to go do what I love. A lot of pics and video's will come up after next weekend.
3 June 2012
Last nights first WLTD rehearsal in Sthlm with Johanna...
2 June 2012
WLTD is going to Sthlm...
1 June 2012
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,
And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol...
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,
And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol...
About last night...
10:00-14:30 Massaging
15:00-16:00 Lunch with jakub
16:30-17:30 Choreographing
17:30-19:00 Teaching
19:00-21:00 WLTD Rehearsal
21:00-22:30 Dinner with Jakub
23:00-01:00 Practicing my solo for the first real time
02:00
Homepreparing for Sthlm...

Have had a wonderful day, so far! Walked with Janne Ondracek (naprapath) the whole morning and watched and learnt so much when he had clients.
After I met Tove and we went for lunch and Jakub joined us when he got away from dancing.
Later, short stop at Saras place then we went to Chalmers pool to swim some rehab laps then sat on the Rumble Roller (gonna show later) and some stretching.
it's sooo painfull...
Just had dinner, have to pack but I want to go to some classmates since I will not see time till I'll get back to Gothenburg next year.
1 June 2012
I'm alive again
More alive than I have been in my whole entire life
I can see these people's ears perk up as I begin
To spaz with the legs, I'm a little bit sicker than most...
I'm alive again
More alive than I have been in my whole entire life
I can see these people's ears perk up as I begin
To spaz with the legs, I'm a little bit sicker than most...
The clock is 07:00 and I Just took a shower and are heading of to my naprapath.
Still kinda tired after leaving Chalmers at 01:00 for a last Gothenburg rehearsal for my solo in "I Speak Dance".
Tell you more tonight...
this mornings feeling...