30 April 2012
Burn slow, burning up the back wall
Long roads, where the city meets the sky
Most days, most days stay the sole same
Please stay, for this fear it will not die...
Burn slow, burning up the back wall
Long roads, where the city meets the sky
Most days, most days stay the sole same
Please stay, for this fear it will not die...
Saturday's performance went amazing. I couldn't be more proud of my students and what we have accomplished. It feels kinda empty now, not having the performance to think about and process but I have one more lesson left on this semester before I leave. Ofcourse I still have my summer classes...
It has been nice having my parents here during the weekend and great that they had the time to see my students dance.
Gonna post a lot of pictures and more but till then. Thank you "contemporary advanced"! and thank you for the wonderful gift you bought me.
Love you all...

29 April 2012
Oh well, the devil makes us sin
But we like it when we're spinning in his grip...
Oh well, the devil makes us sin
But we like it when we're spinning in his grip...
What I've been up to this weekend... More to come....
What I've been up to this weekend... More to come....
28 April 2012
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I'm cursed so never mind
And it's worse but better times seem further and beyond...
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I'm cursed so never mind
And it's worse but better times seem further and beyond...
Yesterday my parents arrived to Gothenburg to watch me class perform @ Möllan and Dansforums dance show, since they can't come to Collage.
Met up with them at centralstation and went to leave their things at Gothia Towers, then we went to Stage door for lunch.
17:00 I had last rehearsal at dansforum with my class. Went great and we had a lot of fun.
Gonna post pictures later on, maybe next week. I have Lisa following the last rehearsals and the show tonight, can't wait to see the pics!
From Dansforum I went directly to Incontro and had a nice dinner with my folks.
Now, getting psyched for a Brunch at Gothia Towers then meet my dancers at Korsvägen and go to Möllan.
Don't miss the show today.
1 hour of dance. @ Möllan. 16:00. 100kr.



27 April 2012
Born to be kings, Princes of the universe,
Fighting and free, Got your world in my hand,
I'm here for your love and I'll make my stand,
We were born to be princes of the universe,
No man could understand. My power is in my own hand...
Born to be kings, Princes of the universe,
Fighting and free, Got your world in my hand,
I'm here for your love and I'll make my stand,
We were born to be princes of the universe,
No man could understand. My power is in my own hand...
Haven't been able to write since I haven't been home...
Now since It's kinda official I will confirm it...
I'm leaving Performance Arts School!
I'm gonna do Collage with my classmates and finish the first year.
I'm gonna do Collage with my classmates and finish the first year.
I've got a contract at Iwanson International School of Contemporary Dance in Münich and moving there after the summer and will be there for at least 3 years. Gonna miss my classmates so much and all my dance students, but I feel I have done my part in Gothenburg and want to focus all on my choreographing and dancing. I will of course be coming back and have workshops and dance in Gothenburg a lot.



24 April 2012
They're guards at the on ramps armed to the teeth
And you may case the grounds from the cascades to puget sound,
But you are not permitted to leave
I know there's a big world out there like the one i saw on the screen
In my living room late last night,
It was almost too bright to see...
Today/yesterday's Classes:
Ballet 1,5h
Ballet 1,5h
Jazz 1,5h
Training theory exam 1.5h
Gym 1h
Audition training 2h
Choregraphy training 1h (teacher)
Contemporary 1,5h (teacher)
Contemporary 1,5h (teacher)
Couldn't write yesterday since our internet was down, but you really didn't miss anything special.
Today I worked a bit with Saga and Kersti before my classes, their duett will be great. Gonna work with them a couple of hours tomorrow.
Really looking forward to this saturday and of course the rehearsals we have left. The group is really tight now and you can start to feel that it's close to the performance now.
Don't miss
Dansforums dance performance.
(I have one contemporary number in it)
16:00 @ Möllan
Really focused and great fun at the rehearsals today!
Also my beginners were really lovely today when we continued on the "Sundrenched World" choreography.

Now 45min of stretch then sleep.
22 April 2012
You can't break that which isn't yours
I, oh, must go on standing
I'm not my own, it's not my choice
You can't break that which isn't yours
I, oh, must go on standing
I'm not my own, it's not my choice...
7h anatomy, kinda too much for my brain. After that went straight to my wonderful classes. Had great fun with the people who are left and still coming to the evening courses at dansforum on sundays. As always, great fun to inspire and teach...

21 April 2012
And these photographs keep me alive...



Thank you all who have congratulated me on my birthday. Been spending it on my massage course and now a homemade pizza and daim cake with Linda.
Couldn't ask for more... wouldn't ask for more...
A year ago I did Sthlm on one day and loved it. Had a break from my "deff" period when I trained the hardest I could to get in to P.A.S and look where I am now. Couldn't be more satisfied with myself and the people around me.
Thank you all who have congratulated me on my birthday!
Been spending it on my massage course and now a homemade pizza and daim cake with Linda.
Been spending it on my massage course and now a homemade pizza and daim cake with Linda.
Couldn't ask for more... wouldn't ask for more...
A year ago on my birthday I did Sthlm on one day and loved it. Had a break from my "deff" period (when I trained the hardest I could to get in to P.A.S...) during that one day... Look where I am now. Couldn't be more satisfied with myself and the people around me. Thank you all!



thank you Linda, love it...



thank you family for the flowers...

thank you brother and Sandra for the gift certificate that lead to this hoodie...



physiology...

20 April 2012
If dancing were any easier it would be called football...

20 April 2012
Across the room your eyes are glowing in the dark
And here we go again, we know the start, we know the end
Masters of the scene
We've done it all before and now we're back to get some more
You know what I mean
Across the room your eyes are glowing in the dark
And here we go again, we know the start, we know the end
Masters of the scene
We've done it all before and now we're back to get some more
You know what I mean...

Physiology and anatomy is what I've got left in theoretical exams. In two weeks I have physiology, what I've heard it's supposed to be pretty easy but I'm not convinced. Gonna try to study everyday from this day on. It will be hard with all rehearsals and choreographing but I'm gonna nail it!
Later on, Hälsoteket and 4 massage customers... Psyched!

19 April 2012
And I can't tell if you're laughing
Between each smile there's a tear in your eye
There's a train leaving town in an hour
It's not waiting for you, and neither am I...
And I can't tell if you're laughing
Between each smile there's a tear in your eye
There's a train leaving town in an hour
It's not waiting for you, and neither am I...
Today's Classes:
Gym 1h
Gym 1h
Collage rehearsal 3h
Ballet barre 1h
Stretch 1h
Started my day with some physiology studying and thinking over the massage I'm giving tomorrow at Hälsoteket.
60kr for 45 min massage I'm massageing after 3. p.m following dates:
Friday - 4th of April Week 16
Friday - 18th of May Week 20
Thursday - 31th of May Week 22
You can book me other times as well and then it will be on your own needs and what you want to have treated.
Later on I hit the gym, pumped and did some rehab on what's needed to be well and working so I can dance.
In school all the guys from second and first grade rehearsed with the third graders for Collage. We did a partnering choreo to Voulez-voues from Mamma-Mia and I got to dance with wonderful Maria so that was great and a lot of fun. Got good chemistry and the dance went great.
In school all the guys from second and first grade rehearsed with the third graders for Collage. We did a partnering choreo to Voulez-voues from Mamma-Mia and I got to dance with wonderful Maria so that was great and a lot of fun. Got good chemistry and the dance went great.
1 hour of stretching then a nice finish of the day with 1 hour of ballet and just barre work for me.
Gonna try to put the music together for WLTD now then early to bed.

19 April 2012
longing for what summer have to offer...

18 April 2012
I close up my mouth
When you're around now
Suffocating in doubt
I can't make a sound...
I close up my mouth
When you're around now
Suffocating in doubt
I can't make a sound...
Today's Classes:
Ballet 1,5h
Ballet 1,5h
Theater 3h
Stretch 1h
We're getting a lot of new things to the ballet now wich feels great.
After that I tried to plan a bit with the music for "WeLoveToDance" who i'm taking with me to Sthlm for Enhagen springshow. Gonna make some new choreo's but I can't wait to get working with my dancers.

After school we went to try out pants for Collage, found me a nice pair of suit pants with a stretch fit. Awesome!
Later on we went and had some fika with some people from the class since it was Malin's birthday.
Big congrats to my cute dancer!

17 April 2012
I can't get to bed
But I'm really tired
The things in my head
You used to admire
In your sundrenched world
I can't get to bed
But I'm really tired
The things in my head
You used to admire
In your sundrenched world...
Today's Classes:
Singin 40min
Singin 40min
First Collage rehearsal 1,5h
Contemporary 1,5h (teacher)
Contemporary 1,5h (teacher)
Really fun first rehearsal with Johanna for Collage, it's gonna be great. Don't miss! 25-27th of may @ Lorensbergsteatern.
Rehearsed some with Kersti before the classes today and worked on her solo for Möllan. Started with my new choreography for my beginners today. They're awesome! Great focus, eager to learn and are doing the best they can.
After that went to my advanced class and rehearsed to Möllan the whole lesson, found some new things and stuff to rehearse. I feel calm and satisfied with the work so far.
Now it's up to my dancers how good they want to make the performance. I've given them the material and what to practice on. Just up to them! I now they'll make the best of it. I think that's why I'm so calmed.
Now it's up to my dancers how good they want to make the performance. I've given them the material and what to practice on. Just up to them! I now they'll make the best of it. I think that's why I'm so calmed.
Now some sleep to get up for ballet tomorrow...

16 April 2012
I'm the proofs and I'll die just to prove it
Whatcha wanna know? Anything whatever...
I'm the proofs and I'll die just to prove it
Whatcha wanna know? Anything whatever...
Today's Classes:
Ballet 1,5h
Jazz 1,5h
Training theory 1,5h
Have been a day with nothing special, much fun! I'm just gonna post my easter break pictures.









































MUCH LOVE...
16 April 2012
Just a sneak peek of my new contemporary choreography I just started working on...
16 April 2012

Linus...
15 April 2012
Yeah here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so i won't get loose
Yeah here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so i won't get loose...


Been studying my as of to my massage exam that was this saturday, between my 18 hours dancing/choreographing since I got back from Sthlm. Gonna be better to update now. AND upload all pictures from Sthlm.
Got 100% on my exam so all study hours was sure worth it!
Two really fun modern jazz classes ended my wonderful massage weekend.

14 April 2012
A film about nothing from Kevin's first trip to Sweden...
13 April 2012

13 April 2012
I believe in nothing
Not the day and not the dark
I believe in nothing
But the beating of our hearts...
I believe in nothing
Not the day and not the dark
I believe in nothing
But the beating of our hearts...
Easter break... Have had NO time to update my blog. Here's what I've been doing...
- Dinners, buffets, walking, photographing with Anna
-- Hanging with brother, sister and their dogs
--- Haircut by wonderful Georgina
---- Djurgården's first Allsvenska match this season @ Stadion with brother and father
Dinner and drinks with the family-
Fly to Sthlm with Johanna--
Cozy dinners and studying with Johanna---
Ballet lesson for good old Margarita @ DC----
Danced and choreographed the duett and the whole Spiral number for Möllan-----
Pictures will come up this weekend.
Now study for my exam tomorrow then some dancing with Johanna and then she's flying back to Sthlm. Had 4 Wonderful days with her here.

6 April 2012
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain...
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain...
Arrived to Sthlm yesterday, and we're met up by Olof. We took a nice walk just chatting, after we went to Vapiano and had some pasta and continued our nice conversation.
At 19:00 I met Fredrik at Danscenter. Then I had a wonderful ballet class with Margarita. Only 5 people and most of the excersises after the barre were fitted to me since I only took one class. Lots of jumps and turns. Loved every minute, and got some great feedback.
Now some lunch/breakfast with my parents, then a long walk with some finishing stretching.

5 April 2012
Goodbye GBG, I'll be back on Tuesday...


4 April 2012
Act III Numero supplementaire, Pas de deux...
Only been dancing some ballet today, then we had a little chat at the theater lesson about how the performance went on monday.
Tomorrow I'm heading to Sthlm for a couple of days of over easter. But gonna start with a ballet lesson in Sthlm tomorrow night. Gonna be awesome! Then just meet some friends and family before going back teaching two easter classes and choreographing for Möllan with my contemporary class.
Also this wonderful girl named Johanna is coming back with me to work on a little thing for Enhagen Spring Show!

3 April 2012
I'm a soldier...
Today's Classes:
Singing 40min
Singing 40min
Tap dancing 1,5h
Contemporary 1,5h (teacher)
Contemporary 1,5h (teacher)
I haven't been able to write for sometime since my wonderful friend Kevin is here visiting me from Germany, so sad that he's leaving tomorrow. But i'm pretty sure i will be seeing him soon. Gonna post a video with fun stuff we've been up to.
Had a really fun tap dancing class today where we did some riverdance, reaallyy fast!
Big hug and kiss to my contemp classes. Extra big today goes to my advanced group who's really focused and shows a lot of respect to the choreography work I'm doing right now on the classes, they just take all I give them and do it. Wonderful! Muc love!
Now some sleep before a ballet class tomorrow morning, then saying goodbye to Kevin.
I haven't been able to write for sometime since my wonderful friend Kevin is here visiting me from Germany, so sad that he's leaving tomorrow. But i'm pretty sure i will be seeing him soon. Gonna post a video with fun stuff we've been up to.
Had a really fun tap dancing class today where we did some riverdance, reaallyy fast!
Big hug and kiss to my contemp classes. Extra big today goes to my advanced group who's really focused and shows a lot of respect to the choreography work I'm doing right now on the classes, they just take all I give them and do it. Wonderful! Much love!
Now some sleep before a ballet class tomorrow morning, then saying goodbye to Kevin.

2 April 2012
Theater performance...





